Ah...I have nothing to say...but my head is not empty!

Need...sleep......coffee...bed?...naaaaaah, just...coffee. only one lump of sugar, pleaseee, zzzzz...arrgh! no bed! zzzzzzzzzz

It`s another weird sunday, the day of the eternal question what the hell you should do with yourself... The new school year has begun already and I decided to study and do all my work regulary this year to get all the necessary points for psychology study. It isn`t going to be easy at all. But well, I like to complicate my life and I know I would be dissapointed if I would study something easy. Besides, I`ve always been interested in psychology and things related to it. Ah well, we have to make sacrifices to be able to get some things that we want sometimes. And it`s right, because the more I have to sacrifice for a certain goal, the more satisfied I will be when I achieve it. And now I will try to go to sleep

My mood is a puzzle and I consider myself as a friendly, ocassionally talkative, sometimes shy, but always a helpful type of person. Sometimes I get extremely lazy but sometimes it just looks like I`m lazy and I`m actually not. But if I am, I will most likely go to bed and fall asleep. I find norse mythology, vikings and runes extremely interesting. I like potato because it is underground and you can eat it and I like quite a lot sorts of vegetables. Meat isn`t essential to me and I don`t care if it`s there or if it isn`t. And no, I`m no vegeterian. I just find meat as an unneccesary item and don`t suffer a need for it. Altough I may eat it if I`m very hungry but it would still depend if I would not find it disgusting.
I don`t support stupid/boring/too-ambitious people. They sometimes make me want to have no children at all. I don`t hate school, I just highly dislike it. I`m aware of the fact that if I wanna live a normal independent life not living in my parents basement until I`m 40 I should finish it even if it`s boring as fuck. Well, life would probably also get boring if we would just go out every day, having no responsibilities, but maybe I would like that. But being a retard for your whole life, not knowing some basic information you get in school is not a good thing to me. I mean, we all have hopes and some of us are ready to actually do something for them.
I consider myself pretty realistic, but like all of us, I have all sorts of dreams and fantasies. They`re just not as much as important as my main goals. I adore autumn and winter for it`s gorgeous nature… I like to meditate (even when I`m drunk). I think it would be awesome if we could travel back in the past to see all of our ancestors. I don`t hate myself or my life. I don`t even think about suicide or cutting. People who do that need lots of attention. That means that they`re boring. If you wanna make people feel sorry for you, which would be your only way to get attention, go ahead. Your life is what you make it. And destroying your own body - wtf is wrong with you? And I also think that regreting our past is actually stupid. At the time you did something you regret now, you just tought that was the right thing to do. And of course, it helped you to be something you are now. Visiting school, drinking beer, having great friends and listening to music have made my life the way it is. And you know what? I love it. I should also mention an essential information about me. I absofuckinglutely can`t stand people looking like Mel Gibson.